Wednesday, April 17, 2013

KEEP GOING

"Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil; for you are with me..." Psalm 23:4

Just keep going
darkness creeps you out
and you want to turn around 
but you're closer 
to where you want to be 
than from where you started

eventually you'll have to make the trip anyway... 
this is the way life is. Full of deep
dank valleys with overgrowth and you can't
see your way out; just keep going
push back the branches, swat away gnats
watch for snakes, don't swallow mosquitos
and don't stop... just don't stop...
the path has rocks and twigs
turns down and up and twists into what looks
like dead ends until you're up on them

and there, just when it seems like there's no
where to go, it opens up and there's another step
to take and another, and the road widens
for a moment and a little light from the moon
shines in the dark and you can make out
some distant horizon 
imagine jackals along the way, 
and hear mountain lions
low growl announce their presence

you learn that mountain lions are not evil--
they are just predators and you are natural food; 
this knowledge is necessary as you watch in the dark; 
it is the way of life that big cats hunt humans, 
that danger lurks while you make your way to safety
that death stalks us all, makes a mockery of our bravery, 
bares its fangs in the density shrouding the night

but don't stop walking through the darkness
past the overgrowth, don't stop even when fear
grabs you by the throat, strangles you into 
submission, claws at your skin; just don't stop
because fear will fade with the steps
and song will come up in your throat
and you will believe that you are not alone
that this journey is never solitary, that your
companions are more than jackal and lion
that you can trust the company

just keep going

© Valerie Bridgeman
April 17, 2013
DRAFT/DOES NOT FEEL FINISHED




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